Thursday - Grand Rounds

So Hannah woke up without a fever & as much as that would be good news, it isn't really. The doctors all came in today (about 8 of them) and discussed the entire situation. They are going to take Hannah to the OR for a procedure (bronchiscopy, i think it is called?). They want to get a sample of the infected tissue in her lungs to make sure they are treating her with the proper anti-biotics. Hannah is still feeling miserable despite not having a fever - right now she is in bed with my mom (love you, Grandma!!).

Hannah looks better than last night but overall looks a lot worse than just a week ago. She is having more C-Diff issues than when we first came in (abdominal pain, etc) so there is obviously a lot going on in her precious body. Hannah has zero appetite ... even Aunt Di-Di's fudge isn't tempting her. I know she is really sick if that doesn't make her get out of bed & dance -- poor baby!!

I can't think too much about the road in front of us & what might be going on. I just have to focus on what we are doing right now. Right now -- cherry zero, grill cheese, try to take a nap & take Hannah to OR for her procedure. I can't let my mind run down the road that it wants to run down of "what if this? what if that? what will happen ???? .......... " Just too much.

I know God is protecting me that I am even able to talk with the doctors with clarity of mind. It is totally His provision in every way.